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It's one of the few... or even the first time that I feel like I want, or need that intimacy. Sex is not required, but I feel like it's a part of it. I feel like I'm starting to understand what it is all about... at least on this level. It's still a small beginning, but...

It's probably in this that he leads me, since he seems to be the one that has a better idea of what it all is. Not a huge surprise, with as hard as his life is, he didn't associate sexual or intimate as anything bad or leading to disaster... or block himself from it all.

I get the feeling that naturally I still would not score high on the sexual scale... but not with the problems I have now.