Small of Two Pieces

I can only wonder what will happen after I acknowledge my own insanity... and my own abilities that surpass even my own hopes and fears. Things I knew, but required my delusions to acknowledge and use properly... Might not require that after I gain the abilities to believe and use them.

Things I dreamed of... things that I dreamed... things that I predicted.... things that I didn't even understand then...

They're all going to come in play.

... ... ...

God is there. Even if I can't feel him, he's there.
Just like the one I love. Even if I can't feel it, it's there... and it will always be.

It has always been the same to me, at the centermost points.