Little More

Today has been peaceful. Not in actions or words, but in my heart. Somehow it's a kind of "Shou ga nai naa" kind of smile that says that you can't help but love the troubles these people set on you.

I've also been listening to Hitomi music non-stop for over six hours now. Or at least when I've been listening to music, it's been by Hitomi. I've been online (that is, on AIM) today for the first time in a while... and my peace hasn't been disturbed. I'm glad I'm starting to learn. And love.

I've also been doing lots of reading and writing. It's been interesting, to say the least.

As I talk more, I can feel the irritation begin to wriggle at me... This must what controls me sometimes. Like leaves, the feelings scatter around me, twirl... until the irritation rises to the point that it's in my system... and it's hard to get rid of....

Dreams of words.... still gather in my head....